December is here!

Hey hey to everyone out there reading this and wishing that they had a life. (hey, i'm writing this, and i wish i had a life)  ... Haha? no? oh well.
          But anyway, today is the first day that it has actually felt like winter all winter! --And fall.   i think that the lowest temp. was 3* fahrenheit  (sorry, not sure how to make the degrees sign on a computer!!!) i live in Colorado, USA, so its usually pretty dang cold in December. Lately tho, its been a whopping 60-70 *!!!! How sucky is that??? But anyway... enough of me whining :P
         Today actually wasn't to bad, what with getting new Lady Gaga music in band, doing a good-ish performance in drama, finishing everything early in math and not having to work hard in English. So i'm in a fair mood today. Mostly. i do have one little thing that is bothering me and picking at my mind, but due to the possibility that someone who knows what i'm talking (or writing) about reads this, i'm going to keep that a secret for now.

Ugh. Band. I have got to say, i'm one of the best clarinets, yet my band director hates me. Why you may ask? Why indeed. Last year, he thought that i was bullying someone, but i wasn't. This year, recently, i was called to his office after class, to discover that he thought that i was bullying someone. again. i honestly don't like him.

In other news, my neighbor and long friend's dad died a few days ago, leaving me and others grieving. i haven't told anyone at school about it, but i feel the sadness inside. Last year, so many family members of mine died, and i think that this is bringing it back...  Sorry, i kinda turned this into a rather sad post, didn't i?

That's all for today i think, now that i have thoroughly bummed myself out, i have to go wallow on my own for a while. (not really, i have to go do homework.) Seriously though, if you are among the luckiest people with parents, family and friends, go tell them how much you appreciate them. Not joking this time. You never know if they'll go leave you forever some random day.

Jeez, major bummer w/ all of this deep, soul-searching stuff. i don't like this post much, but its all i have for today so i guess that it will have to work.

Until next time my zealous readers,

Yours in eternity, Anja JoJo